The Smallest Thing

It was somewhere in 1999 …ish.  I sat at my computer attempting to work but finding it impossible because of a severe headache.  I was informed later by an orthopedic doctor that I may have had a pinched nerve (a cervicogenic headache[?].  I don’t speak doc-eze!) that was probably the result of the way I slept or watched TV.  Later I would have physical therapy to correct this but for now my right temple was throbbing to the drumbeat of my body at war.  How I must have mistreated it!  It mattered not that I did this to myself by not practicing correct posture. The persistent pain and my discomfort exceeded my tolerance for it and I began to call out for Jesus to be merciful.  I was not swearing; I was praying.  My fists were clinched in sympathy. My jaws quivered while the muscles of my face locked them in a tightening grip of agony, I begged Jesus to do something.  And then suddenly, without any notice, I sneezed one violent, head whipping sneeze. My head was thrown forward.  Tethered to my neck it snapped back.  The pain was immediately cut down to a bearable level.  That was for me an answer to a prayer! This is such a small “miracle” it probably doesn’t qualify for my attention, but the timing with my plea for God’s help should not go unnoticed.

Learning to trust God in the small things, prepares us to trust Him in the big.  It is best to find Him faithful in the smallest thing; so, that we will look for Him when the bigger challenges to our faith come along. That “big” thing, perhaps, for me was yet to come when I would be diagnosed with aggressive prostate cancer.

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On Dreams

Does God speak to us in dreams?

There is a the Bible story of Abraham and his young son, Isaac, ascending a mountain where Abraham—we are told— was  instructed by God to offer the lad to God.  We do not doubt the details of this account as raw and unconscionable as it may sound to us.  Song writer Billy Fields interprets this event in a more acceptable way:

It’s not your Isaac that God wants/He wants you.⁠1

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=75PJmVrKF38&list=WL&index=34

There is the subtlest hint in the wording of Genesis 22:3 that this instruction was given Abraham in a dream.⁠2  (“Early the next morning Abraham got up and …”) The Bible offers many examples of God relating His will or desire through a dream.⁠3

A dream from God might be nothing more than an encouraging interlude⁠4 in an otherwise overstressed situation.⁠5  A dream can be an oasis in the desert, a time when the day’s burdens can be dismissed ‘with prejudice’ so the following morning we may start fresh with a song in the heart, a quick step in our gait and an awareness that, in more than one way, it is a new day.

Sometimes a dream is just a dream, but on that rare occasion when God chooses, it may become a vehicle of communication that goes beyond the daytime resources of our encouragement.  God in a dream can take us a level higher emotionally into the world of metaphor that is just as real to us (in REM sleep) but not hindered by the cultural and psychological restrictions that conscience imposes on our actions.⁠6   In this world the impossible is expected, entertained, and lived out—where men fly from impending dangers, where romance is magical, where heroism is the  achievement of cowards.  And, yes! Here God finds us uninfluenced by the advice and counsel of friends,  Here God can reach us, if He chooses, floating free, not held down emotionally by the gravitational chains of preconceived notions,  by the social restrictions our waking reality demands. (Trust your dreams to serve you even if—as is most common—you forget what you dreamed;⁠7 you only know that you had a great night’s sleep.)

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1 Writer-Billy Fields composed the song “When I Lay My Isaac Down” (Publisher-Fields for Harvest)  See also https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=75PJmVrKF38&list=WL&index=34
2 The language is in a narration style that suggests this.  The grammatical construct is a ‘vav conversive’ or a conversational style connected by the word “and” suggesting an unbroken story line. וַיַּשְׁכֵּ֨ם אַבְרָהָ֜ם בַּבֹּ֗קֶר וַֽיַּחֲבֹשׁ֙ אֶת־חֲמֹר֔וֹ
3 One count offers 65 uses of the word “dream” in 55 different verses.  An example is Joseph’s dream.  Biblical scholarship cannot deny this was God given. Genesis 37:5 Joseph had a dream, and …he told it to his brothers…  verse 7: We were binding sheaves of grain out in the field when suddenly my sheaf rose and stood upright, while your sheaves gathered around mine and bowed down to it.”
4 Genesis 20:6 Then God said to him [Abimelech who would have wed Abraham’s wife thinking it was his sister.] in the dream, “Yes, I know you did this with a clear conscience, and so I have kept you from sinning against me. That is why I did not let you touch her.
5 In Genesis 31:11 Jacob is encouraged in a dream to return home where he thinks his life is in danger.  “The angel of God said to me in the dream, ‘Jacob.’ I answered, ‘Here I am.’” and verse 13: “go back to your native land.”
6 Sometimes we recall them as feeling more intensely real than waking reality. It is as if, while dreaming, we are ‘locked’ in our dream, removed from the outside world, engaged in something important. And that is exactly the case…. ibid. (Kindle Locations 671-673).
7 Dr. Griffin, who is not concerned with divine revelations, tells us: …it is actually important that we forget our dreams. When we are awake, the hippocampus, the conscious memory store, holds our memories of recent events and quickly deconstructs those memories and sends them to various parts of the cortex – the parts concerned with vision, hearing, touch, etc. – for storage. It does that to facilitate efficient pattern matching. But … if the dream is allowed to be stored as a real memory, it will corrupt the memory store and greatly diminish our ability reliably to predict the outcome of similar experiences in the future. ibid. (Kindle Locations 976-980).
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The Letter

Dear Grandchild,

I have written this brief work to point out to you that God is much more than a church word—or a word spoken in the heat of emotion.  God can be real to you. But knowing God or believing in God is not possible without a desire to talk to Him.  This is the same for any relationship.  To get to know someone, we need to communicate with them.  We need to talk to them.  The benefit of praying, talking to God, is a peaceful awareness that He is real.  There is no simpler way of saying it.   The verse from the Bible on the title page is God’s promise to all of us:

But if … you seek the LORD your God, you will find him if you seek him with all your heart and with all your soul.  — Deuteronomy 4:29

No doubt this raises questions as to what this must mean.  Do we have to attend church?  Must we say grace at the dinner table?  What is “prayer” all about anyways? Well, the burden of this book is not to tell you what to do but to provide you with insight to discover answers for yourself.

This book is my journey in prayer as I grew older.  It is a witness to what hopefully I have discovered about God and a little insight into a few verses in the Bible.  I found out, for one, that Psalm 34:18 is true:

The LORD is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.

I have never cried unto the Lord when He didn’t hear me. This may sound like something straight out of a fairy tale but this has been your grandfather’s life.  I have talked to the Lord about all kinds of things that troubled me and I have found Him to be a friend.  I mention a few of these conversations in my writings even though I take a chance that my reader will consider me a bit crazy.

Oh, the poem in the forward: it is not just a quaint rhyme to me.  Yes, I wrote it and it has a lot of meaning in each stanza.

I struggled with the title because, obviously, I wanted it to sum up in a few words what my story is all about.  He is The Searchable God.  Searchable, according to the dictionary, is a computer term: to look through a database for information.  I could not imagine a better modern term to interpret Deuteronomy 4:29, “…seek [Him]… find [Him]…” The subtitle is the main theme of this work in a phrase: The Personal God We Can Talk To.

I have been honest—as honest as I know how to be while trusting my memory.  I want you to know that  I, your grandfather, have you always on my mind and heart and I have been asking God to reveal Himself to you when the time is right.

Love always,

Your Grandpa King

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On the Existence of God

I hope to have one more book to write and I can use this site for my proof-reader to review and comment on my work. The Proof, in truth, that God is there, The guarantee He’s true, Is only found … Continue reading

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